I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤
I answered the phone to hear a broken voice say "Robbie is being life flighted, found unresponsive ", and the world fell, crushing me... For the following fifteen months he lived on borrowed time..we knew that any moment it could end... I excepted it.. preparing to lose him ... But you can't prepare to live without your son..it hurts! Mama Loves You Robbie. I'm living ??? ♥♥♥
*It's not a curse, it's a gift! *Who told you, us, that we are half anyway and what made you believe that. We are not half. I know what i am talking about, i made children myself. You know what, think, feel, cry, scream goddammit! Make up your own mind and it doesn't have to be the same as mine. But stop accepting BULLSHIT *Cause you all are going to feed your children with it and there is nothing wrong with them. YET. They got the most spectacular and brilliant ideas, if we just let them.