Yep. This is the reason why I flip out on you. You have no idea how hard it is knowing you're not mine but I have you in my life..it's like I rather have never met you to make the pain in my heart go away...
It was during those months after loosing Kyle, during moments when I needed him or missed him and use to cry so hard I couldn't breath and you'd come and hug me....it was in those moments I realized I was going to love you forever.
I look forward to the day when this is said to me and they truly, actually mean it, with their heart and soul. I will feel it and know it to be true, I will know this is not just something they trot out, for whatever reason. I will know, and they will know that we are meant to and want to be together.
this is so true...in the service of others not to be noticed...I have the privilege of knowing some truly amazing people who really actually serve without the possibility of $$ or attention for it. That in and of itself speaks wonders.