''I just want to feel safe with someone...to not always be wondering how he feels about me, to not always be waiting for him to walk away, to not always be wishing that he'd love me back.I need to be able to trust that a man is there fro me for the right reasons, because he cares enough to be there.'' source: Somewhere Over The Rainbow
I've pinned this for those of us honest and truthful enough with ourselves that this feeling/thought that overtakes us; but, it doesn't mean we intend to "not-exist" ! All life is one day after another.
Yup, and I am sick and tired of putting up with not enough of my needs being met. I have lost a lot, and I am sick and tired of waiting around for something that might never happen... since excuses keep being made. Children of abuse are able to put up with more inappropriate behavior, and I have waited fucking long enough. This is fucking bullshit.