Because no really does some act like they do maybe they do but i dont know ill never know ive trusted people for years just to have them turn their backs on me :(

Because no really does some act like they do maybe they do but i dont know ill never know ive trusted people for years just to have them turn their backs on me :(

are u happy? is such a difficult question i always say yes, b/c i have friends i laugh at jokes, i go out a lot and have fun my life isn't as bad as it could be, and i don't have terrible problems. it could be worse. but then, one night @ 3 am when i'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life, i find myself crying my heart out suddenly i convince that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. i feel horrible and i ? everything i had and i don't know if i was ever happy @ all

are u happy? is such a difficult question i always say yes, b/c i have friends i laugh at jokes, i go out a lot and have fun my life isn't as bad as it could be, and i don't have terrible problems. it could be worse. but then, one night @ 3 am when i'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life, i find myself crying my heart out suddenly i convince that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. i feel horrible and i ? everything i had and i don't know if i was ever happy @ all

... sometimes when my depression really gets a hold of me it feels like this. At those times, I need to remember to not believe everything I think!

... sometimes when my depression really gets a hold of me it feels like this. At those times, I need to remember to not believe everything I think!

I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me

I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me

I honestly don't feel like I am anybody's first choice. Everyone else has their best friends and i'm just me. Why would I be your first choice?

I honestly don't feel like I am anybody's first choice. Everyone else has their best friends and i'm just me. Why would I be your first choice?

Yeah. I wanted to go cry in the corner. I would have if I could.  I don't know what's wrong with me. Honestly, why did that hurt me so much more than when they were insulting me? :(

Yeah. I wanted to go cry in the corner. I would have if I could. I don't know what's wrong with me. Honestly, why did that hurt me so much more than when they were insulting me? :(

depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken fat self harm self hate ugly confused insane insecure stupid worthless self destruction no one knows mysterious mystery heart break mystic failure psycho depressive insanity unwanted real me psychopath psychotic i hate ya all

depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken fat self harm self hate ugly confused insane insecure stupid worthless self destruction no one knows mysterious mystery heart break mystic failure psycho depressive insanity unwanted real me psychopath psychotic i hate ya all

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