I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me
I'm just done. Ya know?..your the only guy that's ever liked me back. Haha and I swear I'm not exaggerating....nobody will ever love me. Nobody ever has but u....I just don't want to do this anymore. I don't have any friends, and school?...tonight I had a total break down...one of the many to come. I'm done.
Being left out is NOT fun and I've had some very good friends that left me out of things. It makes you feel like you nobody cares about you and your are all alone. Just put yourselves in their shoes, if you were at home bored and all your so called "friends" were having a good time without you. Just think about it the next time you leave someone out.
are u happy? is such a difficult question i always say yes, b/c i have friends i laugh at jokes, i go out a lot and have fun my life isn't as bad as it could be, and i don't have terrible problems. it could be worse. but then, one night @ 3 am when i'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life, i find myself crying my heart out suddenly i convince that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. i feel horrible and i ? everything i had and i don't know if i was ever happy @ all