behind-those-broken-blue-eyes: I have no one. I have no one who cares, I have no one to talk to. I have no one that’ll try to understand, I have no one to listen. Everyone has left. No one’s there for me. Absolutely no one. I’m so alone. I just need someone to hold me. I just need someone that I can run to on bad days and know they’ll be there with open arms.
Tonight...I've never hurt like realizing that I'm truly alone. That it's all just me. That when it comes down to it, no one gives a shit. That I'm not worth the effort. Knowing this is true, is the greatest pain I've ever felt.