I have been extremely ill and yet as I am always expected to - I carry on with life and work like I am supposed to even though I am struggling and feel entirely overwhelmed and am not coping because I am an adult and that is what adults do. Not allowed to take a break from all these things because I have Anorexia, yet Anorexia is totally breaking me
I'm about to break. I can't keep doing this. I want to cut so badly. It's been 9 months. I'm 9 months clean and tonight, I might lose that. I can't be strong for everyone else all the time. I need a break. I need to break. I'm about to break.