THIS. Oh the TRUTH. Love isn't a feeling it's a decision. A choice when the feeling is gone and life is hard and ugly and scary. This kind of Love is what remains when when you have nothing left of the dreams—this is the choice that says, "I promised. And you're worth keeping promises for."
I think you're starting to Lord. I know I lost myself for a while and didn't give you many reasons to truly love me. You taught me many great lessons during that time, and helped me to see what's important and what really means most. I'm getting better, and I serve you now. I invite you to use me as you so please.