In fact the awakening is something not related to some "new world order"-idea, but it all belongs to connection with God! The closer God becomes the more concious our hearts, minds and souls become to all lies thrown at us by the world, which we start to refuse and disagree. God promotes loving wisdom towards Him, towards other people, towards animals and the planet in general. This works against the economic profits, products aging and promotes human abilities to do rather better than more!
I believe in the kind of love that doesn't demand me to prove my worth and sit in anxiety. I crave a natural connection, where my soul is able to recognize a feeling of home in another. Something free-flowing, something simple. Something that allows me to be me without question.
I'm trying desperately to figure out what the reason was for putting him in my path. Other than heartbreak and ruining my self confidence and feeling totally conned and stupid, I don't know. Maybe i needed to learn that you really can't trust people. Not even those who claim to love you. And i did learn! Now I don't trust anyone BUT the universe. So thanks #beachbob