♡ There are many types of grief. It doesn't only mean a loss of a loved one to death, it can also include a loss of a loved one and they are still alive. I never realized this until recently. I go through both. I have many good days and few bad ones and I'm very thankful for that.
I prayed for my son every day of his life, including the time before he was born. But when he was born, I gave him to God and asked that He keep my son in His hand. God loved him so much He took him into His arms for safe-keeping. It helps to know that, but still the hardest thing a human being can go through - the loss of their beloved child.