Sad. I thought I was lucky till my "luck" almost killed me. NPDs are the most dangerous people on the planet. Beware. Toxic. Twisted. Heartless. Inhuman monsters. You'll never see it coming no matter how smart you are. Run! If it moves fast and seems to good to be true - it is - run fast!
you're so hard on yourself. take a moment. sit back. marvel at your life: at the grief that softened you, at the heartache that wisened you, at the suffering that strengthened you. despite everything, you still grow. be proud of this.
“There are four things in this life that will change you. Love, music, art, and loss. The first three will keep you wild and full of passion. May you allow the last to make you brave.” —Erin Van Vuren
12 Quotes to help you deal with Loss of a Loved One
Grief, I’ve learned, is really love. It’s all the love you want to give but cannot give. The more you loved someone, the more you grieve. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes and in that part of your chest that gets empty and hollow feeling. The happiness of love turns to sadness when unspent. Grief is just love with no place to go. - Jamie from http://allmylooseends.com/2014/03/lights-wink/