I am so bad at letting go, but I guess i am a pro at letting it hurt. With you, I've been letting it hurt for a long time. I love you and I want to be with you, but I can't and you dont match my effort, but I can't muster the strength to let go
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I've spent so much time holding hatred for the past. I look at the man who sexually assaulted me and thought why is he so happy when I'm so miserable but I been thinking and I need to learn forgiveness for myself. It's nothing about him. I need to help myself by letting go and healing.