let it be..let it be.. Sometimes in life I have to relearn the same thing over and over before I get it. It's time for me to let it be and move on. Dwelling does nothing but hurt. Time to focus on myself and my family.
I am so bad at letting go, but I guess i am a pro at letting it hurt. With you, I've been letting it hurt for a long time. I love you and I want to be with you, but I can't and you dont match my effort, but I can't muster the strength to let go
Actually, I do know what to say to you. I hope you had a good first week! I hope you have an amazing semester and feel inspired by your students. I'm trying to steer clear of anywhere you might be, i don't want to, it hurts me and it's hard not ever seeing you, but I don't want to make anything hard for you. I miss your face, i miss your smile. I love you! S.