I actually lived this way for a long time, thinking it was the only way. Turns out you just need to wait for someone who knows how valuable your heart is, and love them with all your might. But I understand this sentiment; it's rough out there.
Larimar aka "The Dolphin Stone" Its powers are believed to helps us view events from a larger perspective, to soften and enlighten, to heal the emotional, physical, mental and spiritual body. Larimar stimulates the heart, throat, third eye and crown chakras promoting inner wisdom. It represents peace and clarity, healing and love.