Most of the time I wish I were different; not so forgiving, not so alone, not so weird. I pretend a lot of the time to "fit in" but I never feel like I do. I want to save the world and understand each individual so they feel acceptance and love. But at the same time, all people are just rotting inside and I don't wanna be around any of them because it's exhausting to deal with it all. I know I could be a better me if I tried harder. I like me but I don't always like being me.