Teach me Lord to wait. So many times we need this reminder, waiting in traffic, waiting on a friend, waiting on the server to bring your food, waiting on someone to come home. So often these things we complain about waiting for are the same things not all are blessed to have at all.
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” Marilyn Monroe
I've got shit to say, wounds to heal, & need to still wrap my head around the fact that our dreams will never be, but I would never wait & I would never feed his ego like that. Never wait for who had the heart to crush you. Why? Do you think it will be different?
createthelove | Most of us are impatient in love we date 4 or 5 people and then pick the one that makes sense because were afraid well never meet our person. Our fear of the unknown has us choosing the certainty of the person in front of usoften too because theyre someone who chose us back. Seriously?!? I say eff that. We dont get it. The work is in trusting and being patient. Its in fostering our own growth as we navigate the hearts of others on our way to finally meeting one whose energy…
You are my family, baby. The one who showed me who you really are and I feel so proud of you. When you are not in my life I feel my soul half torn. And if I am in silence the feeling floods me. That's my reality. I will run one hour non stop today. :)
That is true. Some days I do get very impatient tho. I admit it. I ask only for strength to persevere for what is meant for me and for grace to lift off of my heart that which is not, sending it off with a gentle, grateful, loving breath.