Do you ever just feel like your just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and your just never good enough because theirs always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you literally have nothing to fight against with
How did I cheapen myself so much to just be a thing people play with? To just have my feelings there for people to play with and use? How did I become so worthless in other's eyes? But maybe I understand, because now I'm worthless in my eyes too.