I feel that way sometimes when a person tells you that you were doing something terribly wrong or everyone ob the team starts shouting at you "why didn't you do this or this, now we lost because of you.
I'm always screwing things up. I say things that I don't mean and I ruin people's lives. I should just spare other people and not be friends with anyone ever again. I just want to apologize to everyone that I've hurt. I'm sorry. its just who I am.