I've gotten to a point where I don't know what I am anymore. I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm going crazy and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I can't even think straight. I am a mess. I'm coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
Put those broken pieces back together in your own time & in your own way! Use the pain caused by this relationship as a lesson on how to spot red flags! In the 9 years my monster has been gone, I've been on 1 bad date & many amazing ones!