And why is that. Not for my ex, but for everyone around me. Why do I feel so alone in a crowd. The one time I feel truly happy is when I'm around the one I'm beginning to love, or perhaps beginning to want to love is better. And why can't I tell her so, despite how I feel. It's just fear, fear of rejection. Because if she says no, I'll again be broken.

And why is that. Not for my ex, but for everyone around me. Why do I feel so alone in a crowd. The one time I feel truly happy is when I'm around the one I'm beginning to love, or perhaps beginning to want to love is better. And why can't I tell her so, despite how I feel. It's just fear, fear of rejection. Because if she says no, I'll again be broken.

Different in a bad way. I miss the way things used to be. Things are changing, people are changing, I'm changing. I can't handle it anymore. I wish someone understood how I felt and I wish I had someone to talk to cause I feel so alone right now.

Different in a bad way. I miss the way things used to be. Things are changing, people are changing, I'm changing. I can't handle it anymore. I wish someone understood how I felt and I wish I had someone to talk to cause I feel so alone right now.

I start to feel doubt and shame ive never felt so alone without you in my life. But I love you and trust time will bring you back

I start to feel doubt and shame ive never felt so alone without you in my life. But I love you and trust time will bring you back

I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.

I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.

behind-those-broken-blue-eyes:  I have no one. I have no one who cares, I have no one to talk to. I have no one that’ll try to understand, I have no one to listen. Everyone has left. No one’s there for me. Absolutely no one. I’m so alone. I just need someone to hold me. I just need someone that I can run to on bad days and know they’ll be there with open arms.

behind-those-broken-blue-eyes: I have no one. I have no one who cares, I have no one to talk to. I have no one that’ll try to understand, I have no one to listen. Everyone has left. No one’s there for me. Absolutely no one. I’m so alone. I just need someone to hold me. I just need someone that I can run to on bad days and know they’ll be there with open arms.

I feel so alone, I miss you Briana. I love you so much. I would give anything to still have you in my life.

I feel so alone, I miss you Briana. I love you so much. I would give anything to still have you in my life.

death depression sad suicidal suicide lonely pain hurt alone broken fat self harm hopeless self hate cut cutting ugly die dying empty useless worthless self destruction numb razor blade pathetic unloved

death depression sad suicidal suicide lonely pain hurt alone broken fat self harm hopeless self hate cut cutting ugly die dying empty useless worthless self destruction numb razor blade pathetic unloved

Yes. I am so done with everything tonight. I don't know whats wrong with me..but thenagain I do. Its just hard to explain. I am so tired of being tired of everything. I go from being super happy to being sad. I am always sad and happy at the same time and I don't know how. I am always confused. And I hate feeling like this all the time. I am okay when I am around people but even then I feel so alone. My thoughts hurt me.

Yes. I am so done with everything tonight. I don't know whats wrong with me..but thenagain I do. Its just hard to explain. I am so tired of being tired of everything. I go from being super happy to being sad. I am always sad and happy at the same time and I don't know how. I am always confused. And I hate feeling like this all the time. I am okay when I am around people but even then I feel so alone. My thoughts hurt me.

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