I don't think he will ever know how he ripped my heart out when he tried to move on. I think he moved on a lot more than what he led me to believe. I still feel his guilt about the way he treated her... and others.
I had this weird fantasy where you actually had feelings towards me too... But that's the thing... It was just a fantasy, it always was just a fantasy and nothing more. Even though you've never liked me back, somehow I still have fallen in love with you and I can't let you go.