It is something I asked God for, this spirit. ut by the same token it cost me a relationship that I wasn't ready to let go of. Our freedom comes at a price. I am grateful for it and as long as I remember that it is a gift and a burden.
Unfortunately, I've had the mania love five times over the last nine years and it was always unrequited foolishness on my end. It's why I prefer to stay single. I doubt I'll ever know the other types of love in my lifetime.