Yesss. Something ive been fearing is that nobody likes me but they just dont tell me that, and they only are still friendly with me because they feel bad, or to give me another chance and then i blow it. // ik my friends say really bad things about eachother when their not around, fuck they must say the worst about me :/
on point. thats why i had a drug addiction in the first place. trying to learn how to deal with life on a positive out look an find what i enjoy most. life gets easier, but you just have to find that easy path to make yourself enjoy the life you deserve instead of running from it.