Emm... Really?! This is so inaccurate it hurts. I am ALWAYS aware of how things will feel, it's called "experience". What's more - this is a reason of my anxiety and panic attacks - being aware of how some situation will feel, how it will hurt and not being able to avoid it - it's the worse.
Grief. ((Dad, if each tear I've cried were somehow a year of life for you to live, you would have been given more than a thousand years of life ~ I just wish you were here. I miss you so much Daddy . xox )) More