I've gotten to a point where I don't know what I am anymore. I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm going crazy and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I can't even think straight. I am a mess. I'm coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
It's starting again that pain I can feel it and I don't know if I'm having a bad day or everything is falling apart people annoy me sometimes but I wish I was a better friend so non of them would go away and I wouldn't have to feel so alone.
IMAGINITIVE- Max Vadenburg- Max was a Jew who had to live in a basement without sunlight for several moths at a time. He often dreamed about boxing Hitler and adventuring with Leisel. These dreams were things he craved so deeply that they started to become real and as he was gaining his wishes he was losing his mind.