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I've wondered this my whole life, always felt not worth the I realized I can't let go of myself. I'm all that I have. So I have to be good to myself and make myself feel good. Make myself happy, and not care if anyone else is going to make it happen. Because I'll be waiting forever. I'm easily left alone, but never lonely. I'm good on my own. :) and I know that God cares. If I didn't know that I probably would go insane. And my fiance cares about me. :)


today i feel: abandoned, ugly, hurt, like i don't matter, useless, invisible, like i don't belong, not worthly of love, hopeless, unappreciated, numb. never mind i feel like this every day


"Do not tell everyone your story. You will only end up feeling more rejected. People cannot give you what you long for in your heart. The more you expect from people's response to your experience of abandonment, the more you will feel exposed to ridicule." ~Henri J. M. Nouwen Source: Purple Buddha project


Ditch the people who use you, they aren't friends they're 'USERS' and will abandon you as soon as you've served your purpose: Ditch um, Heck, Pitch them, they did those who understand this to us when we were done with whatever served them, So sorry Your Highness, I am not serving your needs anymore, Color me OUT~RP~