but my heart was racing my mind was screaming you got your whole life to do these things. but my legs were shaking my hands were searching for her in the backseat of my car. i just lost it. and i can't believe it. i knew i was only 16. but i thought i loved her. and it'd last forever. only if i'd knew that wasn't true how you could she do this to me? /////// its lyrics by nevershoutnever from the song "losing it"