I am the human contradiction. I am the freak. I am the outcast. I am the faker. I am the one who everyone tramples on. I am the broken hearted. I am the fallen angel. I am the girl trying to live without hope. I am the girl who wonders why I'm still here.
"Whenever I have a good few months and I think I've gotten over the worst of my depression, it silently returns. This isn't a battle I asked to fight. I'm tired of knowing it's always coming back." I feel like this exactly
Then you came in my life and i thought i would be okay, and i was, until you left now im back to the way i used to be, thinking everyday is my last. Yes i've tried to kill myself, i have been trying for so long and no one seems to care. You did but now i