“Jealousy is a VERY ugly spirit. It will have you hating on people you don't even know. It will drive you to bitterness and resentment which makes you ugly. And drive you to do hateful things that will in the end ruin you.
You're a cheating whore who left him and got knocked up by another guy, then wanted him back after it was to late. Tell it how it really was skank. You fucked up and lost an amazing man and now you're a bitter, jealous bitch.