FINALLY! SHIT! FINALLYYY! A quote that shows how most of the people in my life have treated me; a second choice; a background. "I'll go to her when it's convenient or when i need her because meh, i know she'll be there" And that is where i fucked up, those people are out of my life now
If you really loved me like you said you did, you wouldn't be in the position to have to choose someone anyways. Since your struggling to make a decision allow me to make it easy for you, pick her cause with real love you wouldn't need a choice.