If youre in bed a lot, you might be lonely. Studies suggest that lonely people spend more time in their beds, even though they have trouble sleeping. Chronic loneliness can cause insomnia, as well as the need to get in bed without feeling tired. Source
I've wondered this my whole life, always felt not worth the fight..so I realized I can't let go of myself. I'm all that I have. So I have to be good to myself and make myself feel good. Make myself happy, and not care if anyone else is going to make it happen. Because I'll be waiting forever. I'm easily left alone, but never lonely. I'm good on my own. :) and I know that God cares. If I didn't know that I probably would go insane. And my fiance cares about me. :)
I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.
This is me everytime I'm about to fall asleep, and then I cry even more knowing that nobody will truly be there to comfort me through these tough times. Sometimes I wonder if anyone will be there to hold me when I cry. It's a scary thing to think of.