A man that hid a relationship from you and lied to your face when asked is not a man worth being with. He just mastered lying to your face knowing you would believe him and forgive him. Men will blame everyone , the wifes past, the mistress, the stress of life anything when caught cheating and never accept responsibility. Don't fall for the excuses HE vowed to honor only you and laid with her. He gave her part of what was to be soley yours. You dont need a cheater he needs you. Walk away.
I wish I knew this is how you feel but I will never know. My faith in God tells me you're with Him and that's the only comfort I have. He gives me peace and has protected me through this terrible storm.
I woke up in tears ,,, no wonder. My body was remembering what started to happen this day 25 years ago. It was a terrifying time in the two days following. It culminated with a little ray of sunshine being born. Every day my soul misses her little soul. I love you Tilly ... I am glad we survived that epic entrance. I will always miss you <3
But I'm never ever a perfect mom nor do I pretend to be. I get it wrong EVERY single day. but that is what makes me human, I can admit that I am not the best mother out there. I don't even pretend to be anymore. I have NO idea what I am doing.