i've done that stuff cause i'm not brave enough. But thats okay because its kept me away from something so harmful. Guys if you self harm or throw up to try to be beautiful please don't your amazing the way you are. I don't know how it feels but i do know how it feels to have a friend who used to it and hurt to know she would do that, because i never knew if she would accidentally go to deep. So please think before you do any of those things to yourself or more.