25park Just like that age old question in WHEN HARRY MET SALLY...can a girl and guy ever really be best friends without being in love? You had me at hello ️ THAT MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION...SILLY BOYS; YOU LOVE US
They don't even give me a simple hello anymore. The girl I like doesn't even seem to want to talk to me. I can literally see everyone forgetting about me. I'm so tired of being left behind, forgotten, and second best when all I want is to be somebody that'll be remembered. The worst part is that I can't even let myself try to fix things. My stupid anxiety keeps me from changing things that I desperately want to be changed. I'm so done.
I can give myself those things. I make my own money, and do my own thing, and he respects that. He knows without a doubt, I would be ok without him. What he gives me that no one else can is himself, raw and unfiltered. That's all I ever want or expect from those in my life. I am a woman, not a little girl playing house. I'm earned, not bought, I do my own upkeep, but I am not kept.