This one is painfully true. Often, I hear 'I see you eat all the time' or I am praised for eating. Both, sometimes, feel like a slap in the face. Because with every bite I take, I'm fighting a mental battle within myself.
When a plane is tested they fly it up as high as it can go and watch for any buckling of structure or rivets moving under stress. Sometimes your experiences are God's way of showing you what the altitude is like at the next level and warning you to prepare. You're designed for heights and depths so get used to some occasional cracks in the structure. There will be less next time. ~ Lance Wallnau