I really question that?!! I do not think this will EVER, EVER make sense to me, except that answer I first thought & still the only one I can fathom......HE NEVER LOVED ME (after 2 kids & 30 years?!!!) And now....I WILL NEVER EVER BE THE SAME, either. :(
Wish you only knew how much our friendship meant to me. Maybe you do, but lately it seems you could care less. I miss the best friend I had before we left. This, this isn't us. I don't know what this is. It's like we never even had the memories at all.