I really need to work out this. I know that sounds bad but all the lies I say to him its not because I don't want to tell him but I don't think he could handle it. And he always finds out anyways but I eventually tell him but he would've handled it ten times better if I would've been honest. Because every time I am, we don't fight. We may have to talk things out but there is no argument and no where close to as painful as that plus a lie.