They say that ...when you find yourself, try to become a better person all your shitty friend ...well, they will be gone. God will not allow you to work on you, let you get better and heal and keep bad friends that influence you the wrong way. that is not going to happen.
this really is so me right now.... I dont know what I want to do, I don't know how to do it, I dont know how to pay for it, and I don't even really know why I'm doing so many of these things.... but it feels right and it makes me so very happy. So I must strongly agree that Yes, it feels good to be lost in the right direction!!!