This one is for you Jenn your character has major flaws and anyone who has a fucking smidge of a brain knows exactly where you came from and where jeremy took YA so keep being the ignorant bitch you are and we will keep putting up with your bullshit!!!
The deepest level of worship is praising God in spite of the pain, thanking God during the trials, trusting him when we're tempted to lose hope and loving him when he seems so distant and far away. At my lowest, God is my hope. At my darkest, God is my light. At my weakest, God is my strength. At my saddest, God is my comforter.
Just look in your "own" home and you will see just how blessed you are, the grass always looks greener until you get closer, it then turns to rubble and then it's too late. Sin is fun, ONLY for a season, the payoff is not worth it.
If your mistakes are not a surprise to him, then your life is predestined. If your life is predestined, then you do not have free will and he has destined you to be a fuck-up, for which he will make you burn in hell for the mistakes he caused you to do.